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Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Aakash & Ria - 2

Aakash & Ria - Part 1

"Pick Up the Phone!"

"What are you doing here at this point of time? Have u gone nuts.. It's 9 PM and what will u say to ur Mom..", Aakash was shocked on Ria sudden visit at Aakash's home. Although he always wanted her to come but at this moment.. at this time.. he got concerned about her..

"Actually.. I wanted to see you.. I just saw a bad dream at evening and wanted to know about ur well-being, so i came as soon as i woke up..", Ria said catching her breath, Aakash could make out that she was not using her make-ups for the first time being out of home.. But she was looking more beautiful to him, more natural.. the Ria he dreams of.. She was just looking perfect, as usual..

"Are you Mad.. U just saw a dream n came all this way to see me... U could have called up.. i wud have come.. U knw how late it is.. What will u say to ur Mom..", Aakash was always worried about her, and didn't wanted her to face any problem because of him... ever...

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I don't know.. Aakash will u stop preaching and let me come inside..", Ria said moving Aakash from the door and entering the house.

"Ya.. But u know Aunty will get....." Before Aakash would complete his concern about Ria's Mom, Ria hugged him tightly. Aakash couldn't feel anything except Ria at the moment.. He wasn't able to speak but still he was trying... "Look, Aunty will get worried, u should be at home at this moment...."

"Will u shut-up...", Saying Ria moved her face towards his... looking directly into his eyes... she could see.. how desperate Aakash was, how much he loved her, n how he won't do anything unless she takes the initiative... Analyzing the innocence on Aakash face she moved her lips towards his and gave him a french kiss, then she started kissing him all over his face..."I love You... I always loved you... N i don't know how it all happened, but somewhere i can never think a life without u... I missed you like hell..Why didn't u called me.. Why didn't u stopped me.. Why are u like this.. You selfish Moran..U only know how u feel, but can never see my feelings..Can't u see what i don't say.. U didn't stopped me years back.. u didn't stopped me last month.. Can't u feel Aakash", Saying Ria again catched his lips for another one..



Aakash was dumbstruck... Aren't this word i always wanted to say?  How can she know what i feel inside.. Did i ever said this to her?.. Questions were roaming in his mind like hell, but his lips were tuning the way Ria wished it to... He just wanted her to say that he could feel like hell.. he missed her with every breath of his.. He didn't stopped her because he wanted her to be happy.. with him.. without him.. He loves her more than anything on this planet.. Aakash had many a things to say.. but he didn't wanted to raise any topic now which might come between their kisses... He could just feel her smell, her lips, her eyes, her neck...his right hand moving at wrong places... all he said was.. "I'm Sorry..."

"Sorry is the only thing u know how to say.. My ears are waiting for others...", Ria said entangling her fingers in his left hand tightly..

"I love you and i always loved only u.. with every breath of mine.. ", Aakash was about to say a lot many feeling buried deep inside his heart from years, but he heard a ring.. His phone was ringing...

"Somebody is calling.. Pick it up...", Said Ria moving a li'l bit away and getting out of his arms....

"Let it be...", Saying Aakash pulled Ria back in his arms and started kissing again...

"Pick it up.. it might be important..."

"Nothing in this world is more important than you.."

"Pick it up for me..."

"You know i can't say NO to you..Ok lemme see...", Aakash was trying to see his phone which was ringing from over 30 seconds but couldn't find it.. He started moving his hand all over bed... But he was not on bed.. he was standing with Ria, kissing her, bounded in her arms... How come he came on bed.. He moved his hand further and he found the phone ringing below the pillow.. but he couldn't see Ria anywhere...his arms were trying to hold her but she was nowhere... Ria was gone.. with his dreams.. n he was in reality now.. she never came.. it was all a dream which he sees every now and then...

Unwillingly he picked up the phone, he was about to abuse but he controlled himself... The lady on the other line said in a computerized voice,
"Dear Vodafone valuable customer, New offers specially for you on this new year...", Before listening further , he had hung up the call... The most tragic call in his most sweetest dream ever... It wasn't 9 PM.. it was his evening nap.. 5 PM he noticed on the cell...

He tried to go back in the same dream for next 5 mins.. He was trying to go at the same place where he left and wanted to complain Ria as to why she said to Pick up this idiotic call... But to no avail.. After all his failed attempts of getting back into dreams, he woke up and sat on the bed.. He didn't wanted all this to happen.. Ria was gone again from his life... n he didn't even heard her voice for more than a month by now... the irony for Aakash was, that it was his decision.. to get out of her life by hurting her... n he can't go back... But he missed her every second... He just didn't know how to say her that he can't live without her... On the other hand he was rather content that Ria was happy.. He just knew how to love her.. Not how to demand in love.. so.. he was loving her even though being away from her.. her mind, her life.. he could always meet Ria in his dreams, if not otherwise... He could always see her beautiful eyes, her cute smile.. he could always hear her innocent voice.. even though she allowed it only till his dreams... N if luck favored him, he could get closer to her like today.. But was this dreams enough for his life time n How long will he wait for her...

 

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Grown Up or Grown Old !

Well, in few hours i will loose another year from my life.. I will grow older and along with ... will have to bear more responsibilities, will have to pretend as if i gained some more experience from life in all these years, will have to stop behaving like a kid and will be expected to act smarter, to be on my words, to get serious about studies and life, will be taunted on my silly feelings, will be......... watever... When i didn't cared till 21, so what's the fuss about being 22. I love myself the way i am, i love my stupidities, i love the kid inside me, i love being called mad, crazy, idiot caz of my feelings which are quite impractical in today's scenario, i love my anger which results in hurting people till end, i love my forgiveness which allows even the most unexpected people back in my life, i love my ego which keeps my dignity in my eyes atleast, i love repeating the same mistakes again if it's give me happiness (Imagine falling in love thrice... n with the same person.. that's just a example, so don't start using ur brains), i love making complete strangers as best buddies forever (m good at it), i love my creativity which are currently limited caz of my dis-interest in everything, i just love almost everything about myself.. the only thing i wish to change is my procrastination, which is my best supporter for every circumstances... but then again, that completes me.. that's completes a Sagittarius.. the "arrey ho jayega" n "I don't care" attitude.. lol

So, am i excited or pondering over getting old.. I don't know.. Presently, am not running through a phase which should have included birthdays or celebrations, and of mine, is like keeping a fake smile through out the day without feeling it.. M i happy, or completely broken, i have no idea.. All i know is that i am missing the most precious thing in my life.. Candy.. i mean sweets, doc has advised me to have less of them as it would harm me.. but did doc know that i can't even think a life without it.. i can't even see it.. how pathetic...

On the other hand the exciting thing attached to my b'day is my "Surprise b'day party"... How a party can be surprised if it's known already, but in my case indeed it is.. Cause i have to pretend as completely surprised, taken a back, as my Mom n Dad are visiting Delhi tomorrow to surprise me... 'Surprise me' cause they didn't told me about it, rather they lied that they would be coming by 20th of this month.. But my sweet n caring bro had to leak out the news as i was planning a party with friends, which i hardly needed.. Last year on the same great day, i had surprised my Mom n Dad by going at their place in Nagaland without informing them, so it's a pay-back time.. They were more than happy on my surprise visit and even i have the same feeling although it's no longer a surprise for me.. So, lets see, if i am good at acting or not... I love You Mom & Dad - You Guys mean the world to me, Bro u r also included along with missin' candy in my world...







Hmmm... So i would also like to mention about 'Paa..' - A movie which touched my heart, by not it's story but by class acting by Senior AB.. He can make jealous to any of the actor who pretend to be King in bollywood.. no intention to hurt any personal feelings... Although the movie was very good and Junior AB has also learned some acting skills by now, but the show we watched @ 11pm, had just we as the viewer... It gave a feeling like, as if we booked the multiplex as a hi-fi minister or something.. However, we enjoyed the movie alot.. Amit Ji Rockssss...

Last but not the least, '2 States' by Chetan Bhagat.. I thought to write my blog after i complete this novel, but i m in midway, n i wanted to discuss about many a thing else, so can't give my complete review on the book... This has been first time when i have not completed a CB book in one go... I did with all three earlier, Five Point Someone, One Night @ the call center, 3 Mistakes of my Life... But now my life has become such a mess, due to Job n all, that i can't think of that... Anyways... I like CB's way of narrating his stories, cause somewhere i can find a rhythm between his n mine way of saying something... he he.. Although he has far more observing power n he earns a tag of IIT-D n IIM-A, which i m still dreaming of... CB always wanted to become a writer n i haven't decided what to do with my life, he wanted to bring a change in India through his pen, which i guess, he has tried his best... Love ya CB... Anyhow, i would like to mention few lines which i won't forget even i keep the book away from my sight...

"Why would any guy want to be friends with a girl? It's like agreeing to be near a chocolate cake and never eat it. It's like sitting in a racing car but not driving it..." So damn funny n true in cases where u like the girl.

"Who the fuck invented the word sorry? How can there be just one word to answer anything one does....", True again...

Even it would be silly to compare myself with such huge talent India has, but we have one similarity, which i felt connection with... When Krish (male lead) was asked about which company he wants to join once he passes out from IIM-A by Ananya (his girlfriend), Krish answers... WPM..

"What's WPM"


"Whoever Pays More"...WPM



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