twittin'

It might be Not a News for many, as twitter is from quite a time long, and i am new to it... Even i got invitations many a times back but wasn't much interested to join another social site and increase my worthless things to do list after orkut and facebook, so i ignored each time.. But as i got bored with the orkut and facebook thing, i thought to give a try to twitter, n guess what, it's really interesting.. Where in the world would u get to know when SRK goes for bath? How long Priyanka Chopra is stuck in traffic?  What did Sonam Kapoor had in her lunch? How did Mallika Sherawat did her first international kiss? Did Chetan Bhagat had a Bihari girl-friend or not, n do he regret it? When do our celebs go for a nap? Well, strangely our celebs discuss it all on twitter, so i decided not to follow all of them, besides just whom i like are in my following list... Guess what, Hrithik Rohsan made his twitter account last week and he had over 15000 followers in just 15 hours, Karan Johar, Abhishek Bachahan, Genelia, etc, etc all promoting him, i mean welcoming him on twitter.. n there are few non-stop speeches by Mahesh Bhatt types.. Well twitter is much more than just celebs, it's far more useful to be updated to current happenings all over.. I came to know about German Bakery Blast in Pune through the same source, when i hardly use to tune in any news channel ever which helps me to keep away from Breaking News. All our celebrities were busy showing there sorrows over incident when Abhishek was busy promoting his Bingo. Hmm None of my business. So , i just thought what our celebs do else acting, now i got some answers atleast, he he.

And Yeah, the latest news around, Google Buzz, an combination of twitter and facebook's status updates. Google wants to rule each and every area. Buzz overall is ok. Not much about it to talk. Perhaps, i am twitting more these days than Orkutting or facebooking.. For the time being.



(P.S.: Just watched P.S. I Love You - Nice movie, few love stories are forever, even after death)

Simply Rohan - A Love Story

Rohan met her after 2 weeks, she was lookin' as beautiful and sexy as ever. He knew she was a li'l bit upset with him, but she was the most understanding girlfriend anyone can have, n Rohan was definitely lucky. They use to meet almost daily and spend valuable time since they came in relationship a year back. They fought many a times, in which Rohan was usually wrong and hurted her, but every time she understood. She never complained for anything, even if Rohan talked to another girl or hang out with them, cause she trusted him and knew that Rohan was damn loyal. They use to hang out almost daily and spend as much time as they could together. Rohan friends also got jealous by seeing their love for each other, cause many a times Rohan acted as mean and selfish but his girlfriend never left his side. She supported him blindly cause he never crossed his limits, he never touched her without her permission, and never forced her for anything. Although they use to be together for countless hours, day or night, but he never tried to make love to her, cause somewhere Rohan felt that true love is free of lust and so did his sweet girlfriend. They hugged each other, holded hand for hours, waited without complains, but never did either of them thought about having Sex. Neither did they talked on phone, as they could meet each other daily, perhaps even Rohan understood that she didn't wanted to keep cell-phones, She was different than other girls, not much shopping but her demands were costly which Rohan fulfilled without any second thought. They both were in true love as any historic lovers. But for the first time, Rohan had to go out of station due to some work.

He just said her while leaving,"I love you baby, you are my life, without you many things would have been impossible for me, You are my biggest strength as well as weakness, although i don't want to leave you but i have to go.. hope u understand, i will be back asap.. take care of yourself and don't talk to strangers or go out with them, it's a mean mean world.. and i can never see you in pain.. will miss you with every breath of mine, bye..". Rohan touched her tummy and felt the softness. She didn't wanted him to go and was not leaving his hand. For the last time he holded her hand tightly, kissed on her forehead and waved a good-bye. He cared for her like hell, and loved her more then anything on this world. He didn't turned back while going, cause he knew her eyes were so damn killing that he will have to stop.

Coming back in city, Rohan was excited to meet her. He knew where she will be waiting for him. He took bath, combed his hair, dressed at his best & went at their meeting point. She was waiting for him in advance, looking elegant and damn sexy as usual, Rohan always wished to make love to her, only if she allowed. But he never wanted to raise this topic from his side as it might hurt her. Rohan went near by, touched her tummy softly, and they moved his hand toward hers.... he never even tried to touch her breast, as she might interpret wrongly... he holded her hands tightly and they both hugged each other like lovers who meet after years. Passion in their love was visible. Rohan said," How you had been all these days, you missed me naa... I missed u too baby... You know all the time i thought only about you, i don't know why i love you so much, but i can't leave without you.. forgive me for being away from you... Forget it, i always speak only about myself, u tell me.. how are you, and why are you looking so upset, now i am back, everything's fine na... say na..."

She didn't wanted to talk to him. For the first time Rohan felt that she was angry. He started searching something and found a piece of cloth near by, he took it and started cleaning her from head to toe. Whenever he did anything like that stupid, she couldn't resist herself and starts smiling, or shine comes to her face. Rohan kissed her fore-head and said," I love you baby, now shall we go, i have to go to tuitions.", Saying Rohan took out the keys from his pocket and putted it in her mouth, he turned the key to start her and then holded her right hand tightly and turned it softly, his left hand were managing her left hand. Few meters later just in 6 seconds he zoomed her to 0-100 km/hr speed and said, "That's why i love you baby, you are so damn fuckin' fast that people are bound to get jealous of us." Even Rohan never complained to her as of why she is wearing the same dress from past one years. ORANGE... his bike colour... the 'apache 160 cc Fi'..


(P.S. : Her hand stand for handle of the bike, tummy stands for oil-tank, and strangely they can never make love.. he he)

...and some more...

...and some more...

...and some more... is a disease which we all suffer from, sometimes 4 good... sometimes 4 bad... mostly out of greed as we are human being and we can't have enough of literally anything.. we need more.. and some more.. and some more.. and some more.. that how we are mentally prepared, and we can't avoid it. 

the idea came to me when from last many a months i was just sad unknowing the reason behind it, i was not able to figure out how to get out of my mental trauma and what was the basic problem behind all the subsequent ones... so i stopped myself from thinking about the problems which were visible and went into search for the root cause.. after weeks of survey on my own act and behaviour i realised that the reason behind my sadness is none other than my own desire which keeps on demanding and in turn complaining for stuffs which are practically irrelevant, the reason was ...and some more... whenever i have something, i need some more.. and some more.. and when i don't get that (..and some more..) i feel unwanted, dissatisfied, unhappy which results in playing the blame game. 

We are bound to our desires and we act accordingly.. We make people happy, we make them smile, we make them cry, we hurt them cause of our desire.. Well, don't u guys ever feel monotonous.. feel bored of ur own emotional stuffs, the same feelings, the same complains over and over again, the same idiotic heart pinching u for expecting from others..Guysss.. really i m fed up with my emotions.. So... wats the solution??? - might be to remove emotions completely and go in solitude or why not kill oneself, the easiest way to escape from responsibilities of our own heart n mind or say.. but No.. i would say, i have searched a better solution for this disease.. i pondered over it, and thought why not do something new and properly channelise our problem into a better way, even if it's not the solution.. I say, when u do something for others it's not their problem. It's totally yours and you have no right to blame anybody else for if they don't respond.. If u still wish to do, do it for it will make u happy, not them.. N let's pull off our attitude of the blame game.. You did this, you didn't do that, You didn't called, you didn't replied..WTF.. C'mon we all have a lot of tensions which are created by own, so why to add up to it by some fuckin' emotions which is never satisfied.. here, i don't mean, emotions are bad or useless, i just mean that ur emotions are your own and don't let it down cause of ur desire of expectations.. Leave urself free of expectations and the world around you will change automatically.. You will still feel good about what u did for anybody but u won't blame him/her for anything. How cute is it.. N trust me, i have been a changed man since i realised my ..and some more.. problem, i have no regrets, no complains, as i use to have dozens in handy earlier.. now which all seems to be summarized in 3 beautiful words, "blah blah blah".. and some more.. blah blah blah.. 

...and some more... is just a attitude, which can be a stepping stone to success to an optimist and a stumbling block to a pessimist.. I was a li'l bit away from my optimism, so it was looking the other way round.. Fighting with emotions is not easy, then when did i said to do so.. I just mean we need to channelise our emotions in proper manner so that it doesn't becomes a burden or tension for anybody else.. we don't need to blame anybody, we don't need to always keep our complain box with our self..Let's try something different with our self, something new which no one ever expected from us.. try this out.. keep ur complain box alas blah blah blah box at home, get free of your expectations and move out.. and take along with you, love, care, forgiveness, craziness, empathy... and some more... and some more...

55 Fiction - 1

Aakash was riding his 160cc bike at the slowest possible speed cause he was in no hurry... Ria said from behind,


"Shame on you... Look, that ricksaw puller is going faster than you"

Aakash felt an insult... overtaking the ricksaw puller.. stopped him and said, 

"Why are you pedaling so fast, can't you go slow.."

(P.S.: My first attempt at 55 fiction. Inspiration - Mahesh & other bloggers. For those who are unaware about 55 fiction. - It is a fictitious story to be said within 55 words.)

Grown Up or Grown Old !

Well, in few hours i will loose another year from my life.. I will grow older and along with ... will have to bear more responsibilities, will have to pretend as if i gained some more experience from life in all these years, will have to stop behaving like a kid and will be expected to act smarter, to be on my words, to get serious about studies and life, will be taunted on my silly feelings, will be......... watever... When i didn't cared till 21, so what's the fuss about being 22. I love myself the way i am, i love my stupidities, i love the kid inside me, i love being called mad, crazy, idiot caz of my feelings which are quite impractical in today's scenario, i love my anger which results in hurting people till end, i love my forgiveness which allows even the most unexpected people back in my life, i love my ego which keeps my dignity in my eyes atleast, i love repeating the same mistakes again if it's give me happiness (Imagine falling in love thrice... n with the same person.. that's just a example, so don't start using ur brains), i love making complete strangers as best buddies forever (m good at it), i love my creativity which are currently limited caz of my dis-interest in everything, i just love almost everything about myself.. the only thing i wish to change is my procrastination, which is my best supporter for every circumstances... but then again, that completes me.. that's completes a Sagittarius.. the "arrey ho jayega" n "I don't care" attitude.. lol

So, am i excited or pondering over getting old.. I don't know.. Presently, am not running through a phase which should have included birthdays or celebrations, and of mine, is like keeping a fake smile through out the day without feeling it.. M i happy, or completely broken, i have no idea.. All i know is that i am missing the most precious thing in my life.. Candy.. i mean sweets, doc has advised me to have less of them as it would harm me.. but did doc know that i can't even think a life without it.. i can't even see it.. how pathetic...

On the other hand the exciting thing attached to my b'day is my "Surprise b'day party"... How a party can be surprised if it's known already, but in my case indeed it is.. Cause i have to pretend as completely surprised, taken a back, as my Mom n Dad are visiting Delhi tomorrow to surprise me... 'Surprise me' cause they didn't told me about it, rather they lied that they would be coming by 20th of this month.. But my sweet n caring bro had to leak out the news as i was planning a party with friends, which i hardly needed.. Last year on the same great day, i had surprised my Mom n Dad by going at their place in Nagaland without informing them, so it's a pay-back time.. They were more than happy on my surprise visit and even i have the same feeling although it's no longer a surprise for me.. So, lets see, if i am good at acting or not... I love You Mom & Dad - You Guys mean the world to me, Bro u r also included along with missin' candy in my world...

Hmmm... So i would also like to mention about 'Paa..' - A movie which touched my heart, by not it's story but by class acting by Senior AB.. He can make jealous to any of the actor who pretend to be King in bollywood.. no intention to hurt any personal feelings... Although the movie was very good and Junior AB has also learned some acting skills by now, but the show we watched @ 11pm, had just we as the viewer... It gave a feeling like, as if we booked the multiplex as a hi-fi minister or something.. However, we enjoyed the movie alot.. Amit Ji Rockssss...

Last but not the least, '2 States' by Chetan Bhagat.. I thought to write my blog after i complete this novel, but i m in midway, n i wanted to discuss about many a thing else, so can't give my complete review on the book... This has been first time when i have not completed a CB book in one go... I did with all three earlier, Five Point Someone, One Night @ the call center, 3 Mistakes of my Life... But now my life has become such a mess, due to Job n all, that i can't think of that... Anyways... I like CB's way of narrating his stories, cause somewhere i can find a rhythm between his n mine way of saying something... he he.. Although he has far more observing power n he earns a tag of IIT-D n IIM-A, which i m still dreaming of... CB always wanted to become a writer n i haven't decided what to do with my life, he wanted to bring a change in India through his pen, which i guess, he has tried his best... Love ya CB... Anyhow, i would like to mention few lines which i won't forget even i keep the book away from my sight...

"Why would any guy want to be friends with a girl? It's like agreeing to be near a chocolate cake and never eat it. It's like sitting in a racing car but not driving it..." So damn funny n true in cases where u like the girl.

"Who the fuck invented the word sorry? How can there be just one word to answer anything one does....", True again...

Even it would be silly to compare myself with such huge talent India has, but we have one similarity, which i felt connection with... When Krish (male lead) was asked about which company he wants to join once he passes out from IIM-A by Ananya (his girlfriend), Krish answers... WPM..

"What's WPM"

"Whoever Pays More"...WPM

I follow the same policy : "If u want Loyalty, get a dog.. I work for Money.."

What M i Busy With???

Making Money on Farmville & Cafeworld, n things like which are too kiddish to mention... I hope every1 is aware of the first two.. Don't say no.. Caz they are the most talked about features these days on Facebook besides Mafia Wars.. Although i have joined mafia also but i believe in self employing rather than winning money by fighting n makin' Mafia.. My Mom would kill me if she comes to know that i have even joined Mafia.. Jokes Apart.. These are the games which keeps us busy throughout the day... Cooking n serving on time period of the related dish, else the dish will get wasted... Harvesting crops on time...I call my (few)neighbors in both the games if their food n crops are ready..  N i can't believe i enjoy it... this stupidity.. But there a kid in each one of us... Might be for the time being i am so bored of my life that i enjoy these games.. Never Mind...

What i really wanted to share was the heart touching songs of Ajab Prem ki Gazab Kahani... From Past one month i have been just humming these songs, (Tu jaane na, being my favorite) N believe me guys after a long time i heard a album which can be said as complete, in romantic sense.. So lemme mention few lyrics which are meaningful(might be from my side)..

1. Tera Hone Laga hoon(Romantic): 

Shining in the shade in sun like a pearl up on the ocean, Come and feel me, Haan Feel me
Shining in the shade in sun like a pearl up on the ocean, Come and heal me, Comon Heal me....
...Phele bhi raaton mein, Aksar hi chahat ke haan, Sapne Sanjota tha, 

Phele bhi dhadkan yeh, Dhun koi gaati thi, Par abb jo hota hai woh, Phele na hota tha....

....Annkhon Se Chuu Loon Ki, Bahein Tarasti Hain, Dil Ne Pukara Hai Haan, Abb Tu Chale Aao
Aao To Shabnam Ki Boodein Barasti Hain, Mausam Ishara Hai Haan, Aab To Chale Aoo......
....Tera Hone Laga Hoon, Khone Laga Hoon, Jab Se Mila Hoon

2. Prem Ki Naiyaa(Peppy Track):

Prem ki naaiya hai ram ke bharose, APni e naaiya ko paar tu lagai de....
...Kahin to hoga koi upaaye, Ki meri tu ho jaye, 
Chahe Mujhko tu bhi Umar bhar, Karun mein kya
Kya mantar padhu mein, Kya tantar karu mein, 
Aankhon ki chahat tujhe bhi dekhai de...

3. Main tera Dhadkan Teri(Funny):

Main Tera Dhadkan Teri, Yeh Din Tere,Raatein Teri..
Ab Bacha Kya,Ab Bacha Kya

....Kuch Yaar nazar nahi aata, ghar baar nazar nahi aata,
Sansaar nazar nahi aata.. jab pyaar hota hai..

4.Tu Janne Na( I can't mention few lines out of it, caz the whole song leaves me numb):

Kaise Batayein, Kyu Tujh ko Chahe, Yaara bata na Paaye
Baatein dil o ki, Dekho Jo Baaki, Aankhein tujhe Samjhaye
Tu Jaane Na, Tu Jaane Na, Tu Jaane Na, Tu Jaane Na

mil ke bhi, Hum na Mile, tumse na jaane Kyu, Milo ke hai Fansle..Tumse Na jaane kyu

Anjaane Hai SilSile, Tum Se Na Jaane Kyu, Sapno hai Palko Tale, Tum Se Na Jaane Kyu,

Nigahon mein dekho, jo hai bas gaya, woh hai milta tumse, hu ba hu..

Jaane teri Aankhein thi, ya baatein thi, Wajah.. hue tum jo, dil ki aarzoo

hum pass ho ke bhi, tum aas ho ke bhi, ehsaas ho ke bhi... apne nahi..

aise hai hum ko gileh.. tumse najaane kyu..

meelo ke hai fansle , tum se na jaane kyu.. tu jaane na..tu jaane na..

Khyalon mein laakohn baatein, yu toh keh gaya, bola kuch na tere sahmney...
hue na begaane bhi tum hoke aur ke, dekho tum na mere hi bane..
afsos hota hai, dil bhi yeh rota hai..Sapne sanjota hoa..pagla hua,

soche yeh..hum the mile ,unse se na jaane kyu,

meelo ke hai fansle, tum se na jaane kyu..

anjaane hai silsile, tumse najaane kyu, sapne hai palko tale, tumse najaane kyu..

Kaise Batayein, Kyu Tujh ko Chahe, Yaara bata na Paaye
Baatein dil o ki, Dekho Jo Baaki, Aankhein tujhe Samjhaye

Tu Jaane Na, Tu Jaane Na..

Listen to this track, n i bet u l fall in love with it, whether in Kailash Kher or Atif Aslam's Voice... Today Ajab Prem Ki Gazab Kahani is hitting the theaters, i n m dying to watch it with ajab gazab person(Top Secret, he he)..  Ranbir was cool in Wake Up Sid n Katrina doesn't need words to describe her beauty... 

At end, Soon i m about to join my long awaited Career Launcher classes for CAT exams( For those who are still unaware.. CAT exams is first step to get admitted in IIM's(Indian Institute of Management), N that's my only dream, as of now.. So, m excited.. Just Pray for me guys that i get rid of these idiotic games n concentrate on my career.. N yeah, the latest buzzzz... The New Orkut... Currently in beta phase, so only applicable on invitations.. like facebok, u can comment on status n all... Let's Wait n Watch..

My Passion - Procrastination

He slept beneath the moon
he basked beneath the sun
he lived a life of going to do
and died with nothing done.
-james albery

I suppose we all have procrastinated things at some time in our lives but as of me, i am used to it. Being a Sagittarius, i love the phrase "arrey, ho jayega", n i have lived all my life in these words. I believe procrastination is not an easy task, it takes alot of courage to procrastinate your studies when u have ur board exams in next few hours n u are prepared with nothing yet. lol.. It's not only because of procrastination that i suffer all the time, sometimes it is also due to my over-confidence. Delayin' anything is not easy but delayin' almost everything definitely is.. n i come in 2nd category.. Whenever i plan things, i know i will mess it up.. I better live life spontaneously.. but there are times when we just wish that we didn't had procrastinated it.. So, i would like to share few of my gr8 experience with this not so gr8 habit of mine..

1. As a kid, i was frustrated with mom's nagging over li'l things, like stop watchin' TV, atleast have a look at ur books, eat food on time - n i wanted to run away, i decided, thrice i left the house, but everytime after reaching few miles, i procrastinated the idea for next time.
Reason: My kiddisness
Outcome: 'Thanx to my smart mind which stopped me, else i wouldn't be here'

2. As a teenage, i wanted to do something unique, to gain attention from my peers.. i did got attention, but 4 all the wicked reasons. All the good reasons i thought of , i procrastinated.
Reason: Being Notorious is easy than being Studious
Outcome:'No regrets, atleast i got famous'

3. When i grew up, i just wanted to become somethin' , sometimes doctor, sometimes actor, sometimes businessman, sometimes teacher, painter, photographer, sometimes many a things at a time - i got so confused that i procrastinated every thing.
Reason: My intelligence, which generated my interest in every field, but only upto a limit.
Outcome: 'Still, the decision is in process, just few doors are closed'

4. When i fell in love, i was ready to do everything for her - everythin' has such a wide and vague scope that i didn't know what to do ExaCtLy. I procrastinated everythin', even proving that i truly love.
Reason: Ego or Ignorance, Look Still Confused!
Outcome: 'No comments Mr. Procrastinator'

5. Whenever my exams came i planned a schedule, from the time i was in Std.6th till date, which has never been followed, - Just another schedule was prepared within 24 hours until the exams got over.
Reason: I have a weak memory for studies, so last moment, was the best moment.
Outcome:'It always boosted my confidence, that if i can score decent marks without my even 10% effort, i can do wonders if ever i don't procrastinate my schedule, next time.. OMG, when will that day come'

6. I wanted to crack CAT(Not so Common Aptitude Test) when i was in college n get admitted in IIM. I procrastinated it n today i m writing it with a hope that i don't delay it one more year.
Reason: Confusion, n Graduation
Outcome:'I will be sittin' for next years CAT, if only.. I know i will crack it, Someday or next year itself'

7. I lost many of my valuable clothes just because i procrastinated to wash it on time.. Imagine a shirt being soaked in water for a week.. N everyday me sayin' will wash it tomorrow until some smells started bothering neighbors.
Reason: I am busy, have other imp work as well.
Outcome:'I know it sucks...I'll have to take care in this matter atleast'

8. I got conscious about my weight 3 years back, when i was denied to donate blood due to my underweight..
Reason: Did't had much time to cook, or to eat on time.
Outcome: 'I m still swingin' in 50's, hope to get in 60's league in few months'

9. Many of my ideas have been lost or not presented in my blog, just becoz.. I Procrastinated.

So, What i believe is procrastination can't be avoided, it completes me. On the contrary, there are few thing where we should make the habit of "doing it now"...else we can just regret it later. We should learn to accept responsibilities and take the charge. We can't always wait for things to happen, sometimes we have to make it happen. Someone who hasn't revealed his identity had said once -


“Procrastination is like masturbation. At first it feels good, but in the end you’re only screwing yourself. ”

I mean, after sayin' such a motivational quote how can anyone hide himself. lolz

Procrastination sometimes is termed as a disease, but it is also favourable at times. Else i would have left home in my kiddies. Would like to know any memorable experience with this habit of urs, if any and definitely the excuses  or reasons u guys prepare. It tough to think of the excuses as well, ain't it? And as of me...

“Procrastination is my sin. It brings me naught but sorrow. I know that I should stop it. In fact, I will – tomorrow!”  - An Optimist